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Xmas??
« Thread started on: Nov 1st, 2005, 10:29am » |
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Well, Christmas is fast approaching, and I'm nowhere near ready!! Are you?
Every single yr. I tell myself how I'm going to shop all yr. 'round this time, and not make the same mistake where I'm rushing around at the last min., but it never happens LOL! How can it? Who has the "extra cash" to put towards gifts that are needed months away  haha!
I'm too busy, going from pay cheque to pay cheque, to be able to just buy whatever I see in the stores and put away for Christmas  Yet I have 3 kids to buy for, along with 2 birthdays within that same week (Dec. 21 & 27)
I'm praying that everything goes well in my settlement meeting Nov. 17th, so I can manage to pull of Christmas, pay up all debts, and relax for the first time in yrs!! Am I asking too much or what? 
Not to mention how apparently I'm going to have my oldest's AND his girlfriend living with us now, and she's pregnant!!  So there's two more that I didn't know I was going to be buying for
I'm still in shock , I'm way too young (37) LOL to be a gramma haha! But you know me...I'll spoil him/her rotten 
I just worry about my son, 'cause he's having a rough time financially as it is, I don't see this girl as the one for him to spend the rest of his life with, and I worry that she'll use this baby to get exactly what she wants from him!
He and I are very close, so I'd hate for her to piss me off and end up coming between my son and I!  I think I'd have to kick her ass then LOL!
Seriously though, her parents live quite a ways away from here now, and I'm having nightmares of her using the baby to get my son to move there!  It's way too far for me to go and visit, and I don't want to lose the close contact and closeness I have with my son!
She wanted him to move there before, but he didn't want to move there as there's no work out there, and he knew how I felt. But you know what moving his child away from him will make him do!
I know I'm just going to have to get some time ALONE with my son, and let him know how I'm feeling and what my fears are! That's the only way I can rest easy, right?
Well, I guess I've kind of turned this Xmas post into a little vent for me  Well, it's not called Gift to Gab for nothing haha!
Anyway, I'll keep y'all posted as to "How the Stomach Turns" ~ my life!!
Thanks for listening anyway haha! ((HUGS)), take care!
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Re: Xmas??
« Reply #1 on: Mar 17th, 2006, 08:35am » |
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Wow Kelly, spinal injury huh? I had pancreatitis for 7 years before they accurately diagnosed me! They said it was in my head-yea right, like I want to wake up, stomach being stabbed thru the back, on fire--fry an egg on it---can't breathe, taking dilaudid--still can't breathe--live in an apt. alone for 2 years--lose everything....until after 5 surgeries, a doctor at Duke said it was congenital--amazed I had made it to 40 without symptoms - (always had heartburn) and wasn't diabetic, seems i never produced enzymes...he made me new ducts (which still aren't in a row-lol) and I live with burning, diarrhea--oh, it's an awful list...lost alot of people in my life--they don't know how to be your friend or cope with chronic pain....it is a lonely place.....thanks for listening, Cynthia
48, still sick--doctors say it isn't what i will die of but when....... 
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Re: Xmas??
« Reply #2 on: Feb 13th, 2007, 10:43am » |
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Hi Cynthia,
I'm so sorry that I haven't been here or given you a proper welcome to my site! I'm here now, and will try to make it up to y'all!
How was your Xmas? Mine didn't go so well....hiked pain levels and major depression puts a damper on everything LOL! I hope yours was better then mine!!
Anyway, it's nice to meet you, though I wish it was 'cause of different circumstances for us both!
I look forward to hearing more from and getting to know you!
Take care!
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